Patchwork Girl's Rambling Warps
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
      ( 7:37 PM ) Jessica  
This morning, I mailed my tapestry to the ATA Untitled/Unjuried small format show in Rhode Island:

I think it is 9" by 7.5" but I forget to double check the measurements before mailing.. 

There is an awesome YouTube video of a past show here, enjoy!:


Wednesday, December 04, 2013
      ( 12:53 PM ) Jessica  
I had the MRI today to see the condition of my cochlea (it is fine) and found the MRI experience pretty interesting and fun. The worst part of it was the needle for the IV that they needed to put dye in and even that wasn't that bad.. just queasy-making. I don't like needles unless they're knitting needles, tapestry/needlepoint/embroidery needles, etc... you get the idea.. as long as they don't poke me, I like them!

I got there, had to do some paperwork and then was taken to a room to change. Then brought me to the MRI machine, I asked a couple of questions, one of which was whether or not I would have any opportunity to move or have a little cough. The technician said I could when the machine went quiet... in between tests. The quiet periods were usually VERY brief.

I guess I'm not claustrophobic because I actually enjoyed being in the MRI machine.... I guess it also helped that they gave me a panic button and also there was a little window to look out of.
Through that window, I could see outside & I counted cars for a little while. I lost count around 40 and focused on other things. I did not want to fall asleep because I wanted to make sure I didn't move. I can't promise stillness if I'm asleep! I watched the images on the inside of my eyelids some of the time (maybe I should do that with a sketchbook in hand for some interesting abstract art!) and in general enjoyed the different vibrations the machine made. One of them was almost like some kind of rock concert & almost made me laugh & want to dance, hahaha... that test shook the machine a little bit!

Overall, I found that all my anxiety about the MRI was unfounded for me... but when I think about it, crowds can be somewhat problematic: when I was at a halloween parade or whatever it was in NYC several years ago, I got pretty uncomfortable about not being able to get out of the crowds easily. That was scary...

After the MRI, we went to see the doctor. He said things look good and recommends doing my left ear, as I still get a fair bit of use out of it.  I suppose that I will get an ear mold for the right ear & start learning how to use that ear again. I don't know if I ever got much use out of it, which is odd since that ear isn't "as deaf" as my left ear. It's like being right or left handed, I guess.

Figure it'll take 2 or 3 months before I can have the surgery as they need to arrange things with insurance.  Meanwhile, I can use the time for research research research! I've joined a couple of facebook groups and a couple of online forums. Every time I read something that someone wrote about their implant brand, I think I want to get that one... from what I'm hearing, they are all good, I just need to learn about the features of the 3 brands and also meet people who have them and see what they are like.

When I told my oldest son that I'm planning on getting a CI, he said I will be a cyborg. Haha.. fun! "My mother, the Cyborg!"

If anyone is interested in what I'm up to creativity-wise, check out my other blog: Patchwork Girl, Tapestry Weaver and Sometimes Painter!

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Sunday, December 01, 2013
      ( 11:30 PM ) Jessica  
Back in June, I went for an evaluation to see about getting a cochlear implant (CI from now on).... fast forward almost 6 months: tomorrow I go in for an MRI to check the condition of my cochlea or whatever they need to do the MRI for. Then I'll have a meeting with the doctor a couple of hours later. I'll be taking a sedative when I get there... since Gary has to work, I'll be spending the day in Dallas or maybe Denton or both..hopefully the sedative will have mostly worn off by the time I get to the doctor's office.

I've read a few blogs, I've looked at the literature that the audiologist at Southwestern gave me for Cochlear, Advanced Bionics and Med El. I really hope that when I see the doctor tomorrow, I won't have to tell him which company I want to go with because I don't know yet... but I will ask which they do the surgery for the most, etc... see if I can get a feeling for which company they find to be most successful.

IF the MRI goes well and I'm able to have the surgery, (yes, I'm being careful with expectations), but from what I'm reading, the success of the process depends on how much effort I put into the process.

Important considerations to me are: being able to follow conversations better and to be able to hear music better than I can now and maybe play music again.

It would be nice to be able to talk on the phone sometimes. I think the last time I tried, we were in Wichita Falls and I had a few errands to run while the others were doing something else. When they were done, they went to a restaurant and I tried to call them to find out WHICH restaurant and WHERE it was because for some reason text messages were not getting through, so I had to call... I finally had to snag a stranger on the street for help. Right around the time that I got over to the restaurant, I got all of the backed up messages. Arrrgh!

The last time I tried using the relay on the phone, the relay operator was very impatient..  I don't text anywhere NEAR as fast as I type, and one or two times I had to explain that I text slowly, blah blah blah... too frustrating. I suppose I could have used voice carryover... hmm. The last time I did that was when I was in the hospital when my twins were born...

If I still need to lipread, that is fine: I'd just like to be able to lipread AND hear the speaker without a hearing aid squealing its ass off and annoying everyone in the room... turning my hearing aid helps me with some people, but the darned squealing...

I'd like to (eventually, once I get past the chipmunk or mickey mouse or other odd initial sounds) know what people's voices sound like... and it would be NICE to hear my youngest son's voice before it starts to crack! <grin> (Maybe I should make everyone do some recordings, huh?) It would be nice to be able to actually hear the cats meowing... one of our cats apparently has a very quiet or maybe even silent meow. I'd like to know that for myself since when he does meow, it looks like he's yelling because he opens his mouth so big!

I'm gonna stop writing for now so I can go read some more CI blogs and find some links that compare the 3 companies that make CI equipment. The literature that was given to me back in June is mostly "pick me! pick ME! I'm the best!" I hate that type of advertising... oh well.



Thursday, August 22, 2013
      ( 5:48 PM ) Jessica  
I've been hard of hearing since I was around 2-1/2 years old and for a long time, my hearing aids have helped me... recently I got my hearing tested & was recommended to go for a cochlear implant evaluation. I went & from what I've heard, i'm not convinced that it would help me enough... the audiologist at the place I went to implied that I can forget about hearing music better...

But wait a minute. All 3 of the info packets from the cochlear implant companies BOAST of how implants can help with music enjoyment... they show people holding ipods or/and mp3 players & one photo shows someone holding a guitar. But wait for this: there are 2 people in the photo & it's not clear which one has a cochlear implant (or both? or neither?) so no idea whether or not a CI can help with music.

The literature just overdoes it on the "pick me, we're the bessssssssssst!!" bit!! 

I love music and have CLEAR memories of being able to hear the music from the commercials. 7 up the uncola... Joe Namath's shaving cream "take it off take it ALL off" (but really looks like "hoff" if one can see the "h" sound on the mouth!) and various theme songs from tv shoes, etc., etc... my life was full of sound & music & my parents played a lot of music... the opera was awful, but I digress...

Overall, she got me wondering, why even think about an implant if it's as bad as she says it is? It seems like I'm getting the total opposite info from the audiologist than from the CI literature from AB, Med El & Cochlear... I know it takes work & if I could have some idea that it would work for me, I would be glad to do the work.

Right around the time of the evaluation, I also got a new phone. I hated the damned thing at first.. HATED it... but made up my mind that I was going to get used to it and would just find other ways to deal with the fact that the email app on my phone SUCKS and I got used to the keypad & just kept telling myself that this would pass once I got used to it. Well, guess what? I did get used to it & got over the few times I was considering trading phones with my youngest & using my old phone (which I can't get any more & have NO clue how long it will be before the charger outlet gives up the ghost & I can't charge the battery on it... neither phone is a smart phone but my phone is smart enough for me: I can read stuff in QIOO format and read news, etc., etc... the key point is: I GOT USED TO IT!! (That said, I recently found out about a new company that I think uses AT&T towers & doesn't charge an ear & an eyetooth... I may switch to it, but I'm still leery of going to Android because of all the security issues... so we'll see.

I know a CI would take work in making it work well... I know the first few weeks of recovering from the surgery would be difficult... I also need to make sure that I either have friends or/and family who could help me through the initial hard parts...

SO if you're reading this & you have a cochlear implant, I'd love to hear from you or see a link to what you've written about your implant experience.

Sunday, August 04, 2013
      ( 4:50 PM ) Jessica  
I've been thinking about getting another string instrument, preferably light weight: guitar, ukulele or similar... this wasn't one of those "shop around" things It was there, I likes it, I buys it and probably will keeps it.

Yesterday after knitting group, I picked up an old mandolin... no label except for "Jara" on top made on one of those label makers: I'm guessing it is a previous owner's name, NOT the brand name for the instrument.

It has a sweet (to me) sound, and I am able to hear it with my hearing aid turned up to around the middle... it has 8 steel strings. I'm waiting to be approved over at the mandolin forum so that I can post photos for possible identification. I'm going by the philosophy "it isn't a bargain if you can't play it"... a new set of strings & some tutorials/book on how to play or similar & voila...and I'll give it a little clean up and may even play around with painting on it.

Here's a photo:

If anyone knows anything about it, let me know! I'll post it on the Mandolin Cafe Forum once I get my membership approved... crappy phone photo, please excuse!

The work on the Beauty & the Beast shawl continues... I've promised a friend to take a picture of it on the needles when it reaches 1,000 stitches! <grin>  That'll be a little more than 1/2 way up, close to 2/3 of the way up...

Now for a photo of our newest Beauty:


Wednesday, July 31, 2013
      ( 11:54 AM ) Jessica  
Today is a special day:

My oldest sister's birthday! Happy Birthday, Carol!!

I did my first blog post here in 2002.  It is no longer on the blog...

It's Harry Potter's birthday, as well as his creator, J.K. Rowling... happy birthday to them!

That said, I'm still not sure about regenerating this blog: I may go back to one of the ones on my website:  

my older blog

my not-so-older blog 

Regarding my older blog entries: I have chosen to leave them even though I no longer have any of the photos & some of the links are dead.  My oldest 2 are now 18 and my youngest is 12.  My youngest is a talented juggler & is learning how to ride a unicycle, which he got in June this year! 

I have another blog on blogspot that I post on every so often, called Patchwork Girl Paints 
Again, the disclaimer: I'll post when I feel like it. Right now, since I'm busy working on a knitting project, I don't have time to paint, but i'll get back to it soon!

Current project/obsession:

I'm working on a test knit of the Beauty Shawl, designed by Gina House. Hopefully her book (including this wonderful pattern) will be available in about a month. I will post more information when I have it.

This is the Ravelry link to the project I'm working on. 

And here are some photos of it:

They're not the greatest photos as my phone's camera doesn't do detail well at all.  The shawl has beads that I added & is done in Jaggerspun Zephyr lace.  If anyone wants to try this yarn, contact me 


We currently have 8 cats & 3 dogs...  our oldest cat is 13 and is pretty healthy & spunky. She's a little on the thin side, but I have been supplementing her diet with satin balls (satan balls? LOL) which she eats VERY defensively.  Our youngest cat is shown in the photo with the shawl, we don't have an official name for her but the current running name is Baby Portabella Mushroom, but I don't think it will stick. My middle child found her when he was hanging out with some friends last week... 

Nuffernow! More when I feel like posting again! Please comment, I love to hear from folks!


Saturday, July 09, 2005
      ( 1:05 PM ) Jessica  

Patchwork Girl's Rambling Warps has moved!

The new location is Be sure to update your bookmarks & visit often!

I also have another blog for homeschooling/unschooling:

C'mon over!

And don't be


Thursday, July 31, 2003
      ( 2:25 PM ) Jessica  
This time last year I discovered blogs & shortly after, I decided I wanted to start my own blog & discovered blogspot. For a short while, my blog was on the website, but we had a crash in February, I moved my blog back to blogspot "temporarily" and just recently started putting together a new blog on tornadowood. I had hoped it would be ready today, but it's not, so I'll just keep mirroring the posts so that the transition will be fairly smooth. I'm hoping to have some photo galleries of WIPs & FOs & knitalongs linked from the blog... I will have the usual links to the weblog rings (Fiber Arts Bloggers, Knitting & Mommies), Knitting Meetup & my tag-board and a couple of other favorite links. I THOUGHT about posting links to my "favorite" blogs, but have not decided what to do about that since sometimes there could be hurt feelings about it...what I will probably do instead is link exchanges. That will eliminate the risk of hurt feelings & other political nonsense. Also, if i mention something on someone else's blog, I'll post the link... none of this "favorite" stuff for me! A little history: I've been knitting since I was very young, around 6: I pestered my mom to teach me until she finally relented & cast on some yarn onto 2 pencils & I went from there learning to cast on & purl. I was never much of a compulsive knitter, but I had my moments & sometimes I took my knitting to school...somewhere I have a scarf that I made in a beige yarn with combinations of knits & purls to make diamond shapes & other random designs...that was NOT a curly scarf! I eventually learned to do needlepoint: anyone ever notice what copycats kids are? My mom took up needlepoint with a vengence & somewhere I have some of her framed pieces since she did some pieces for a friend who was doing a book on needlepoint. I do not remember the woman's name or the name of the book & my mom is not around to tell me... Susan something, I think. Helpful, huh? Before my mom died, I picked up her needlepoint UFO of Unicorn in the Garden... I got a fair bit done & after she died, it helped me feel close to her. I never finished this since it was stolen from a friend's car a long time ago... I did get another, but never got much done on it either and at this moment, I don't know where it is... in the late 80s/early 90s I discovered long point needlepoint & did a little of that, never finished... this brings me to something my mom always told me: finish what you start... ahem... after she died I found MANY UFOs of hers... probably "do what I say, not what I do"... since then I've learned to finish my projects... In the early 90s, I got interested in spinning & weaving & then a year ago I got back into knitting...which leads us to my blog history: At first, my blog was NOT a knitting blog, it was a general fiber blog with an emphasis on weaving... I still weave, but mostly knit nowadays, it's much easier to knit while watching TV or carrying on a conversation since I don't have to look at my knitting...weaving requires looking at what I'm doing & since I'm deaf & I read lips, I don't get much weaving done when others want to talk! I started knitting again when people were flashing their socks around on different blogs... I tried doing a pair of cabled socks for my youngest son & never finished them because they would never fit him.... and I finished another pair of socks that I had started in 1999 & also finished a sweater that reuven may be able to wear this winter (if he can get his head through it...I may re-do the neck, I don't know!) and I've done a few other things, which you'll be able to find in my archives on the new blog... or possibly on the archives on this blogspot blog if they're working... I'm thankful for the people I've "met" through this blog & hope to meet some of you in person some day... I've learned a lot from you & had fun with the knit along for the Smooch tank (which evolved into a top with sleeves & mine is almost done)...and for the focus that the blog has given me on my projects. That brings us up to date... hopefully I'll be posting a little more often since tomorrow is the last day of swimming lessons & I don't think we're going to be going to the next session since school starts 3 days before the next session ends... plus I only budgeted for 2 sessions of swimming lessons for the twins & one for the younger 2. We'll keep going swimming "just for fun" a few times a week until the pool closes... One more thing: I found out 2 days ago that I've lost at least 20 pounds so far... gotta do a little shopping since my smaller pants don't fit yet (BUT THEY WILL!!) & the ones I have now are too loose...

Sunday, July 27, 2003
      ( 7:10 PM ) Jessica  
Here's an update of the Shapely Smooch top showing the's not easy to see, but next time I'll try to photograph it so that you can see the eyelets. They were fun to do!

Here's the back with an instant gratification Cottage Creations gingerbread (took less than a day & I didn't knit all day) that I made last week using discontinued Brunswick Germantown yarn from the's a bit mis-shapen, don'tcha think? The kids love it, that's what counts!:

I still need to knit the sleeves for the Shapely Smooch top & I'm trying to decide how I want to do them. They'll probably be knit separately & sewn in rather than knit onto the top...I've also been swatching other yarns to try to decide what to work on next. I've been swatching my Gedifra Wellness (from Elann) & Luna Silk yarn (from artfibers)... I'm finding that I like the look of the swatch on tighter than recommended gauges..but this is before washing/blocking, so I'm not sure what to do...should I go with the recommended gauge for the yarn or go with the gauge that I like? No photo updates of the Cabin Fever tank top, but I've been working on it during swimming's 100% cotton & it's all I can stand working with in the hot weather... it's about 5" along now. Evan & Micah have been working on their knitting a fair bit this weekend. Micah is doing a sweater & it's supposed to be "oversized"...we did a "try on" when we switched from the smaller needle to the fatter one & it is HUGE for an 8 year old's supposed to be about 37 inches or so... he's knitting in the round & changing colors when HE feels like it! He's doing a pretty good job. The pattern in Kids Knitting calls for drop shoulder sleeves, but I may have him do set in sleeves instead, we'll see! At the rate he's going, he may be able to wear the sweater this winter. He's using Paton's Shetland Chunky yarn, which is 75% acrylic and 25% wool. He initially said that he wanted to make Reuven a sweater & not knowing that he would knit and knit and knit, I figured "let's make it in a middle-aged-kid size so he can grow into it" and he's got about 5 or 6 inches done on it so far...

Evan is making a teddy bear tunic from the book "Sweaters for Teddy Bears: book I" by Betty Lampen... he's doing really good considering he's only been knitting a couple of weeks! He's using red heart rainbow yarn & has only been working on this since Thursday or Friday:

We had to do a lot of fiddling with Paint Shop Pro to get the colors to come close to reality...I think the tunic could have come out better, but y'all get the idea! If this keeps up, we're going to have to set up a family knitting blog! I do have some worries about the boys terrorizing my yarn stash, but right now they're mostly interested in mostly acrylic yarns (machine washable)... Harrison is learning to knit also... when he wants to knit, he sits on my lap & then we do the rhyme "under the fence, catch the sheep, back we come, off we leap"..he can do some of the knitting process himself, but has not been able to do a whole stitch alone...someday! Reuven also likes to sit in my lap while I knit, and will hold one needle while I knit...for him, it's mostly for cuddling & watching...


Tuesday, July 22, 2003
      ( 9:56 PM ) Jessica  
We've been busy with swimming lessons...the twins are in level 3 & Harrison's in level 1 & Reuven's in the infant & preschool aquatic class... he seems to enjoy the water, for the first half hour or so & then he gets weird...he may not like being in the deeper water, even with a life vest on... he likes trying to jump though! He had no trouble floating, but he's slightly on the chubby side... I've been working on the Knitting Beyond the Hebrides Mystery project (see the instructions for it on only I'm going to have to stop taking it to swimming lessons because I chose Lopi lite yarn & it's horrible to knit with outdoors in the summertime... no problem with it in air conditioning...I've been procrastinating on finising the Shapely Smooch pattern because I'm having trouble understanding the neck section... I swatched the linen last week & came to the conclusion that I need 3 strands and a size 3 US needle to get a fabric I like. I'll have to do a tiny swatch to test wash... I'm going to use it to do the SpinCraft lace cardi with saddle shoulder, but will use a different lace pattern, probably one of the new scarf lace patterns...will let y'all know after I swatch. I probably won't work on this until later in the year since i still want to do another tank before I'm done. No photos today: i'm tired & am a little sunburned! How do you feed toddlers once they move from the "oooh, here's something I'm ALLOWED to put in my mouth!" (baby food) to acting like a cat: some days they'll gobble it up & another day will treat that previously loved food like it was the worst ting in the world... some days we can HONESTLY say that Reuven is full of bologna: he knows how to open the fridge now, so if the duct tape is worn off from the rest of us opening it, he can get in, so he helps himself to the bologna...and cheese... he'll gobble up entire slices of bread or he'll lick the peanut butter off his bread & leave the bread to call in the ants... this evening's antic was sitting ON the table instead of sitting in our chair...

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